Stephen Robertson

Slanting Lines

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In this bright green // // we wander,
hacking out our paths, or creeping through, // // maybe chancing on a
ste mushroom // // Do the black boiler
hair belly.  // // The day boiler duck is miscellaneous.  // //
forty years ago // // —these days his
hair is white all through.) // // ‘Every mile is two’? no, hardly th
ire brush // // of David’s thick black
hair , // // staying in place until at home // // the small gas fire
ago.  // // One of the legs had rotted
half away.  // // But a new piece of four by two turned it into // //
// mollycoddle for one day // // throw
half away // // more flour, water, mix well // // mollycoddle for on
// mollycoddle for one day // // throw
half away // // more flour, water, mix well // // mollycoddle for on
// mollycoddle for one day // // throw
half away // // more flour, water, mix well // // mollycoddle for on
o, this is about // // a century and a
half before Columbus.  // // He is a leader of Flemish weavers, pointi
r life!  // // From the moment almost a
half -century ago // // when I first met your daughter // // I have k
ed or abandoned projects, // // pieces
half -constructed or half-deconstructed, // // for some architectural
l lake, // // soup-spoon-shaped, still
half -covered // // in slowly melting ice.  On the far side // // the
ects, // // pieces half-constructed or
half -deconstructed, // // for some architectural or mechanical purpos
ctural or mechanical purpose // // now
half -forgotten.  Electrical components.  // // A pair of cast-iron sup
ng awake or sleeping // // or floating
half in half out, I’m sure // // it’ll last forever, the light that’s
a wooden curtain pole, // // two and a
half inches in diameter (the pole // // itself and four-inch rings su
or sleeping // // or floating half in
half out, I’m sure // // it’ll last forever, the light that’s leaking
wn fragments, snatches— // // some now
half -remembered, some long since forgotten— // // but nothing that re
le, pear: // // pole-to-pole // // in
half then quarters // // cut the core from each.  // // But no, for o
to // // one window; but one young man
half -turned // // across the rest, looking with unfocussed eyes // /
e to wait // // another thirteen and a
half years.  // //
s the only heat.  // // The lino on the
hall floor had been laid // // in nineteen thirty three, the newsprin
Iken
Hall // // Later, my mother will describe the house itself // // as
ger.  // // I love you.  // // Draughty
hall .  Now send a letter.  // // Parchment, new quill pen, and ink.  //
lack.  // // On holiday by train!  Vast
hall // // of city station, noisy, full // // of people rushing ther
// // The houses, and their rooms and
halls // // and whether it was night or day; // // the gardens, and
ome shiny erection to // // burnish my
halo .  Ah, I have a whim // // to build a fine bridge clear across a
At last we felt we had to call // // a
halt to worry, and agreed to sell // // for demolition, move to Cambe
thello; six for king lear; // // seven
hamlet ; eight macbeth; nine // // for any other choice.  You’ll find
nd holes and scars // // from saws and
hammers and screwed-on wood- // // and metal-working vices added to t
e bare flesh of // // the back of your
hand as you reach past to pilfer // // the clusters beyond, adding sc
d // // with a comb and a glass in her
hand .  // // See the pretty girl in that mirror there— // // Who can
head // // as well as actions close at
hand // // (the apple said), // // to comprehend the universe // //
of city herbage in city clag // // —a
handful of trees, bulbs // // and other plants.  // // On one // //
ort to footnotes just to keep a healthy
handle on the case. // // * following the example of the chemists an
y.  Did I really // // spring from the
hands of the great Praxiteles?  // // I cannot now recall.  // // No m
by Gaudier-Brzeska, and put it into our
hands ).  She introduced me to so many artists.  As I have visited othe
// // patch pockets (useless for cold
hands ), // // thick felted wool, a monk-like hood— // // and with (t
// // far away and long ago.  // // A
handsome prince will boldly go // // and dangers great will bravely f
nd repair— // // occasional work for a
handyman .  // // That is now my role— // // making the necessary repa
nd fibre sealing rings.  // // The jars
hang from their lids, nailed to // // the shelf above.  The boxes and
towards my fate, // // or did I merely
hang on by my fingernails // // while the tornado raged around me?  //
Stages // //
Hanging garden.  Send a letter.  // // Fresh clay tablet, stylus, scrib
Post truth // // // ‘Oh Mirror that
hangs on the wall // // who is the fairest of all?’  // // The mirror
onger the way we find out // // what’s
happening in the world.  // // Nevertheless, I still like // // on oc
red, and cooked and served.  // // What
happens afterwards you don’t explain.  // // Perhaps they eat it with
surely room for one more.  // // Now it
happens my old friend is crowned mayor of London, he // // goes by th
me in trim— // // now the Gurkhas are
happy —some shiny erection to // // burnish my halo.  Ah, I have a whi
gon he’ll be glad.”  // // The Boris is
happy .  “We need a designer with // // boldness and vision—I know jus
// The trickle slackens, changes in the
harbour ; // // Hear the marsh-birds calling // // at the bar the wav
.  // // Later, much later, I limp into
harbour .  My // // family playing, completely oblivious.  // //
by a bolt embedded in // // the Newlyn
harbour wall.  // // One day, a storm will // // simply erase them.  /
ippegan Island; Cape Sable // // bays;
harbours // // One to one million two hundred and fifty thousand:  Lo
a clump of pears whose fruit // // is
hard as stone.  (But when stewed overnight // // in the oven of the p
lution into two? // // if I squeeze it
hard can I make it fit // // into, out or through?  // // Is it sayin
erfectability except our own.  // // In
hard cast bronze all hardness now replaced, // // the soft and sensuo
The tide is high, and every wave tries
hard // // to breach the wall.  And when it hits just right // // th
or quite complex?  // // Is it plain or
hard to know?  // // Is it written in spray-paint all over the wall, /
ansient trials pass?  // // It’s really
hard to know.  // // We have no crystal ball, no glass.  // // The lig
can be blamed // // for many things. 
Hard to tell, now, // // which failing faculties to place // // at i
aight to synthesis.  // // Tried // //
hard // // to write // // a fib on // // achievement, but got // /
d // // goes head over heels // // on
hard , unyielding // // rocks and stones, // // falls back under my f
omething would unfold, // // something
hard would turn to something good // // some dormant thing would wake
n or charcoal, // // paints in oils on
hardboard .  // // — // // 1973.  Six-year-old Emily visits.  // // At
ling and shrieking.  // // It pushes us
harder , // // makes us grow broader and taller, // // sweeps spray f
ough.) // // ‘Every mile is two’? no,
hardly thus.  // // Some miles are ten, while others swiftly pass.  //
// // Rough softness grows // // but
hardness cannot grow.  // // Rough softness is too big, // // leaves
inside hardness.  // // Softness grows,
hardness grows too, // // spirals round itself, trumpet-like.  // //
our own.  // // In hard cast bronze all
hardness now replaced, // // the soft and sensuous flesh joins love’s
Carapace // // Tiny
hardness on tiny softness.  // // Softness crawls over sand and rock /
still, fades away.  // // Empty spiral
hardness rests // // on the sea-bed.  Forever?  // // Another, roughe
// Sometimes softness shelters inside
hardness .  // // Softness grows, hardness grows too, // // spirals ro
in filtered blue light, // // carrying
hardness with it.  // // Sometimes softness shelters inside hardness. 
ther, wet bracken, wet moss, wet // //
hardy grasses, and sometimes, dimly in the mist, // // wet sheep.  //
s go on forever?  // // Empty again, in
harsher light.  // // Another softness, giant but gentle.  // // Soft
ately progress pass // // destined for
Harwich or for Felixstowe.  // //
with her who to her lover’s side makes
haste : // // jump willing into every word-filled well.  // // That bo
t.  // // Just fancy that—swallowed his
hat !  // // He swallowed his hat to fend off the rain.  // // What an
ere was an old fellow who swallowed his
hat .  // // Just fancy that—swallowed his hat!  // // He swallowed his
// // He swallowed the net to trap the
hat .  // // Restart for that.  // //
llowed his hat!  // // He swallowed his
hat to fend off the rain.  // // What an odd game—to swallow the rain!
the gauntlet // // battening down the
hatches // // closing down the argument // // shutting down the comp
n weed-o’er-run Shalott?  // // She who
hath this garden laid // // —Nurturing the wayward seed, // // Plant
a group of people in evening dress, top
hats and the like, appropriate to some earlier era of the house’s exis
l rope-ladder, which // // we can then
haul up behind us, ready // // to defend against the next attack.  //
// // Bottle of water and lunch in my
haversack .  // // Climb by the obvious route from the valley, with //
e the decks to cool the wood // // Way-
hay , blow us away // // And pour a bucket on my head // // Give me s
the breathless sun beat down // // Way-
hay , blow us away // // And seek out any shade we can // // Give me
Adrift the middle of the sea // // Way-
hay , blow us away // // And there is nothing here for me // // Give
ps tomorrow there’ll be wind // // Way-
hay , blow us away // // And we can some direction find // // Give me
un all the sails up the mast // // Way-
hay , blow us away // // But we are bound for nowhere fast // // Give
izon’s clear from end to end // // Way-
hay , blow us away // // No hope of whistling up a wind // // Give me
ind! we wallow in the swell // // Way-
hay , blow us away // // The sails clatter as we roll // // Give me s
cchio, citron, calluna // // brassica,
hay , pelt, dove tale, pigeon // // mouse’s back, mole’s or elephant’s
/ // And yet you stay // // inside my
head , and take away my will // // to find a way.  // // The final fra
us away // // And pour a bucket on my
head // // Give me some wind to blow us away // // Perhaps tomorrow
he line // // at dropping onto Isaac’s
head .  // // His inspiration is not mine // // (the apple said).  //
// Don’t waste your time on wild boar’s
head .  // // If Aristotle makes you choke // // eat me instead.  // /
// There remains a small bruise on my
head // // insufficient to send me to bed.  // // Just imagine the gr
Ede (he would pick up a Brancusi stone
head , or a small cut brass piece by Gaudier-Brzeska, and put it into o
// Now the one just ahead // // goes
head over heels // // on hard, unyielding // // rocks and stones, //
shrimp // // Do a boiler burn the duck
head .  // // The prefecture of river drives meal chicken, // // Olive
de, with the mud cliffs // // above my
head , the rest of the marsh // // is out of sight.  // //
g, no tail, but raised high, // // and
head thrown back, I can dance.  // //
that I hear.  // // The words within my
head , what do they care?  // // They rattle round, and link, and split
time to gush full spate.  // // Now my
headlong dash abates— // // where I once was, the waders team, // //
s calling // // to face the town, runs
headlong for the bar, // // Breath the scents the sea-winds bring //
summer fronds // // rise far above our
heads .  In this bright green // // we wander, hacking out our paths,
st** resort to footnotes just to keep a
healthy handle on the case. // // * following the example of the che
s rhyme // // that even if my audience
hear it spoken aloud rather than seeing it on the page they will certa
never still.  Even in my sleep // // I
hear the ground-swell gently break and sift, // // pushing the shingl
// Across the wood, onto the beach.  We
hear // // the gulls, and faintly, far away, the churn // // of wave
ir lines.  The bows face seaward // //
Hear the marsh-birds calling // // against the current pushing strong
lackens, changes in the harbour; // //
Hear the marsh-birds calling // // at the bar the waves are washing o
lats and the sandbanks.  Listing // //
Hear the marsh-birds calling // // boats are stranded at their statio
ising waters reach and lift them // //
Hear the marsh-birds calling // // echoes of the distant sea-swell ro
egins its steady, slow accretion // //
Hear the marsh-birds calling // // in places it has lost, reoccupatio
s another lingering turn, begins // //
Hear the marsh-birds calling // // retreating back the way it came, r
out, the creek a gentle trickle // //
Hear the marsh-birds calling // // the drying sand with muddy spots b
turns the boats around once more // //
Hear the marsh-birds calling // // to face the town, runs headlong fo
e saltmarsh channels water rises // //
Hear the marsh-birds calling // // to the edges of the sea-grass—paus
trickle.  On the soft, receding // //
Hear the marsh-birds calling // // water’s edge, the birds are search
// // and soft voice says // // I can
hear the sea.  // //
No voices in the almost-silence that I
hear , // // the soft subliminal sibilance of night.  // // December s
No voices in the almost-silence that I
hear , // // the soft subliminal sibilance of night, // // no words,
no voices in the almost-silence that I
hear .  // // The words within my head, what do they care?  // // They
rearing up, up, turning over // // and
hear them crashing down.  // // What is this cataclysm?  // // Now the
// // tried to forget // // tried to
hear // // tried to ignore // // tried to learn // // tried to live
e, still // // to find a way.  // // I
hear you say, // // “But life is for the living, do not kill // // a
/ // — // // A writer read, a speaker
heard , // // at every word a choice has made.  // // Those that they
n that attactive girl be?  // // I have
heard the mermaids singing, each to each.  // // I do not think that t
world just so, // // a pretty maiden,
heart aglow // // will sit and spin, so full of grace, // // far awa
phonist left behind.  // // This is the
heat -death of the universe; // // the restaurant has closed, // // a
// // by gas, with open fires the only
heat .  // // The lino on the hall floor had been laid // // in ninete
penny.  // // Brandy, a candle:  // //
heat till it catches fire, // // pour out the blue flame.  // // Afte
aze.  // // Even now, // // I feel the
heat upon my face.  // // Twenty three years later, when my mother die
ed, // // reaching out to colonise the
heath , // // at war with the bracken.  // // No fruit here—the thorns
’s brown bracken // // that covers the
heath .  // // On magic carpet // // the Prince of Crim Tartary // //
fir-trees lies // // a bracken-covered
heath .  The summer fronds // // rise far above our heads.  In this br
ld winds of autumn, on the wild Suffolk
heath , // // the wild Suffolk blackberries // // of my childhood rem
ll slanting across the moor, // // the
heather and the bracken, the moss, the lichen, // // the cropped gras
sides, as far as we can see, // // wet
heather , wet bracken, wet moss, wet // // hardy grasses, and sometime
e buses which boosted my ego—the // //
Heatherwick’s sure to produce a fine plan.  // // We also need money—o
silly, that’s just the plumbing—a pipe
heating up.  // // That breath of air?  A passing presence?  // // Don
aying attention, I // // stumble, fall
heavily forward and land with my // // shin on a knife-edge of rock t
// The all-clear // // // Blitz.  The
heavy bombers, lighter now, // // are droning back towards their base
he road.) Sometimes at night, // // a
heavy goods train rattles the windows and plates // // on the shelves
news // // // Five days after Charlie
Hebdo , I learn // // that something is growing at the tail end of my
aged around me?  // // Or was it just a
hedge , backwards?  // // Yesterday I was told: it looks clear.  // //
know, the rain and the air?  // // The
hedgerow , the field, the rapeseed and the corn.  // // The five-bar ga
t.  Buzzards fly // // Above the weedy
hedgerows , by // // The once-proud towers of Camelot.  // // Few peop
rows.  // // We love the flowers in the
hedgerows // // no matter what the season of the year.  // // At any
o fast // // to see the flowers in the
hedgerows .  // // We love the flowers in the hedgerows // // no matte
he one just ahead // // goes head over
heels // // on hard, unyielding // // rocks and stones, // // falls
d lodgers.  Daughter born // // at the
height of the Luftwaffe’s // // blitz on Sheffield.  // // In north A
tide, I would be floating // // at the
height of the marsh, or maybe over it.  // // But today we are in the
aph, // // so that y can now scale the
heights ?  // // Relate to me now the truth about X.  // // Is it going
erved that her natu- // // ral son and
heir // // was Tony Blair.  // // Nigel Farrage // // has a mouth li
staggering and stumbling— // // how in
hell did he evade the line?  // // Oh bugger!  Now we have to get away
t’s … omigod, it’s a cockroach!  Help! 
Help !  // //
w disease.  // // They seem to want our
help , but they can whistle // // as well for wind: we care not a titt
ly, that’s … omigod, it’s a cockroach! 
Help !  Help!  // //
m with me wherever I wander… but // //
help !  They are missing, I must have mislaid them when // // finding
e kettle through the spout as this will
help to reduce the amount of limescale that builds up on the filter.
the form both good and poor // // I’ll
help you find the words you’re looking for, // // to fit the rhyme an
That tiny movement in the corner?  The
hem of an emerging apparition?  // // Don’t be silly, that’s … omigod,
rfectability except our own.  // // But
Henri’s pieces rattle too and shake // // our sense of part and whole
o small raised triangles // // of city
herbage in city clag // // —a handful of trees, bulbs // // and othe
/ You say they choose the finest of the
herd // // and how it’s killed, prepared, and cooked and served.  //
ng: can we doubt // // that somewhere
herein lies some deep philosophy?  // // Voices, ipods, phones speak o
g her cabbage patch forever, // // The
hermit of Shalott.  // //
r-Müller museum outside Amsterdam.  The
Hermitage in Leningrad in Soviet days.  Kettle’s Yard in Cambridge whe
lt cheated by // // that twenty-minute
hiatus .  // // But the fire bore us no grudge, // // and welcomed us
ainst this, a certain toughness, // //
hidden , but evident in the number, // // best expressed Roman fashion
ets.  // // From the bed the window was
hidden // // but from the table we could see // // a triangle of bac
ay?  // // Does it mark the site of the
hidden gold // // on the secret island map?  // // (Am I now getting
ing through, // // maybe chancing on a
hidden hollow which // // will make a temporary home, until // // th
seven-mile climb // // brings us to a
hidden jewel lake, // // soup-spoon-shaped, still half-covered // //
nks, godwits, curlews search // // for
hidden treasure, long beaks buried full // // to probe deep down bene
d flower into coloured flesh // // and
hide a secret inside.  // // Feel the air.  Turn in the four winds.  Bro
old pair somewhere on one of the passes
high above Borrowdale in what was then still Westmorland.  It wasn’t v
of the winter storm.  // // The tide is
high , and every wave tries hard // // to breach the wall.  And when i
h no arms, one leg, no tail, but raised
high , // // and head thrown back, I can dance.  // //
/ casts patterns of light on the // //
high bedroom ceiling.  // //
ewed // // in magazines, on billboards
high displayed, // // each model posed in languid attitude, // // in
ingle, perhaps // // (when the tide is
high enough) // // as far the cliff.  The wind // // whips the spume
/ // The second had one window, rather
high — // // from the bed all I could see was sky.  // // But rising g
of cast-iron supports for an old // //
high -level lavatory cistern, wonderfully // // ornate.  A pump and va
/ // open moor // // deep lake // //
high mountain // // wide sea // // close forest // // by lake and s
Sharp lines // //
High overhead, the geese are flying out // // on their twice-a-day mi
dominant sound // // is continuous and
high -pitched.  The borders we cross are eastward: // // under the cha
ave the same effect.  // // On a spring
high tide, I would be floating // // at the height of the marsh, or m
day we are in the neaps: // // even at
high tide, with the mud cliffs // // above my head, the rest of the m
Reflections // //
High up above, at the edges of the air // // and the beginning of spa
ne.  // // A red balloon, // // way up
high , // // with crescent moon // // from cold immune.  // // Let sn
// disturbing our roll, // // getting
higher and closer.  // // And the noise.  // // A few ranks ahead, I s
ir, // // clear to my vantage point on
higher ground.  // // Voices far across the valley sound.  // // The h
s of trees // // that once grew on the
hill above, // // and bits of buildings, human artifacts.  // // Geol
s the creek // // and had a go at East
Hills .  // // A once in a century storm, // // that was thought to be
ht-beams almost horizontal; // // East
Hills aglow.  // // Winds moaning round the corners and the rooftops,
wels; just the old // // and weathered
hills , created by some force // // beyond imagination; and of course
// Yes, there will be more.  // // More
hills , dales, crags, beaches // // more boat or cycle rides // // mo
iterates a pattern // // as old as the
hills // // each iteration // // shifts the sand, carves the coastli
East
Hills // // Hills?  Well, dunes // // maybe two or three metres abov
far across the valley sound.  // // The
hills ranged all around // // —they little care.  // // Voices far ac
lleys, moors and dales, meadows, // //
hills , ravines descending, under the sky.  // // Oceans, rivers, narro
East Hills // //
Hills ?  Well, dunes // // maybe two or three metres above // // mean
/ // The mirror’s reply // // with no
hint of a sigh // // is to show him his face, warts and all.  // //
xample:  Judith Shea’s sculpture in the
Hirschhorn in Washington, close to a version of Rodin’s Balzac, and ca
// a real live snake, standing up and
hissing // // at our approach.  We turn tail and flee // // as fast
e cups // // more tragedies, comedies,
histories // // more shapes, more colours, more darknesses // // mor
Victorian turrets // // of the Natural
History museum.  // // You take turns to flick your marble // // acro
/ // across the asphalt.  // // If you
hit your friend’s marble // // it’s yours to keep.  // // But long be
d some common course, // // or bend or
hitch or bead?  // // Some earlier occasion when // // our life-lines
rth by northwest?  That was just // //
Hitchcock’s joke.  // //
paper // // dated 1933 // // the year
Hitler came to power).  // // Then we get on with our lives: // // th
// // to breach the wall.  And when it
hits just right // // the spray rises a mile into the air // // (or
away, // // the thud as one more apple
hits the muddy grass.  // // East wind // // Winds bowling through tr
care not to spill // // your precious
hoard (I mean the ones you will deliver // // for tomorrow’s blackber
But perhaps instead I will go the whole
hog , the full nine yards: turn the paper onto its side and write each
word-filled well.  // // That book will
hold against your ear a shell // // whose music makes your languid pu
t, you think // // ‘This time, it will
hold my weight.’  // // But every step it drops you down // // into s
The state of the world // // —
Hold on!  It’s going to be a rough ride.  // // —Hold on!  I’m not rea
It’s going to be a rough ride.  // // —
Hold on!  I’m not ready yet.  // //
s, giant but gentle.  // // Soft digits
hold softly, lift softly // // place softly against another softness
e // // on occasion at least // // to
hold the front page // // along with the rest of that // // ink-spat
News // // They used to say “
hold the front page” // // but the front page // // is no longer the
lives there.  // // An inflated bulb to
hold // // the other two in place.  // // Subjective // // Discomfor
e.  // // (One time, though, the hollow
holds // // a real live snake, standing up and hissing // // at our
here?  // // Some object or event which
holds her stare?  // // Or is it just the clarity of light, the glowin
defence // // drops thirty feet into a
hole .  // // Cambridge, circa 1966 // // One cold winter’s afternoon
/ it runs down the groove // // into a
hole in the post.  // // A satisfying click, then it runs // // down
Channel Tunnel link.  // // A monstrous
hole , quite big enough to eat // // the park and all the houses down
/ by poking your finger // // into the
hole .  // // The run was already old, dark green // // paint slowly d
l announced that it would sink // // a
hole to build the Channel Tunnel link.  // // A monstrous hole, quite
// // a perfect workbench—the cuts and
holes and scars // // from saws and hammers and screwed-on wood- //
go: click-clack click-clack.  // // On
holiday by train!  Vast hall // // of city station, noisy, full // /
On Skiddaw // //
Holiday cottage, the edge of the Lake District— // // family wanting
/ // And so, for two successive summer
holidays , // // we chopped and sawed and dug and then set fire to //
dventure.  // // (One time, though, the
hollow holds // // a real live snake, standing up and hissing // //
cient oaks // // (one blasted trunk is
hollow through, and can be climbed // // inside) mark out the sandy/g
ough, // // maybe chancing on a hidden
hollow which // // will make a temporary home, until // // the next
ay, // // coursing the straits and the
hollows , // // meandering across meadows, // // from a spring it flo
rhaps I should plant // // some box or
holly .  // //
glazed back door // // through box and
holly grown to full maturity // // to an iron-gated pointed arch //
produce of our labours.  // // A box or
holly root, smouldering slowly, // // will burn for ever.  The fire o
ered Cotswold stone.  // // The box and
holly // // were magnificent, but could not be allowed // // to rema
rfect knot // // and find ourselves at
home .  // //
s is too big, // // leaves for another
home .  // // Another rough softness.  // // Can this go on forever?  //
t line the shelves, // // and close to
home as well: they too can be // // as dumb as all of us, the gods th
w beginning: // // a different kind of
home // // here on the north Norfolk coast.  // // The wonder is that
st days of pain, // // another summer,
home in Camberwell.  // // Between the endpoints there were many days
.  // // And where’s that, when it’s at
home ?  // // It’s a level that the tide rushes past // // on its way
ng fellow rambler.  // // Marry, find a
home // // on the very edge of Sheffield // // facing the Derbyshire
ted // // the reject to us for our new
home .  Or was it // // not until seven years later, the year that her
out into the waves // // she has a new
home // // some eighty miles north-west // // moored on a pontoon //
// // It’s Jan, not June.  // // Back
home soon // // warm and dry.  // // A crescent moon.  // // It’s Jan
hair, // // staying in place until at
home // // the small gas fire has warmed the room // // against the
s return // // push against my trickle
home , // // to creep back in when I have gone.  // // It’s time: my e
.  Six-year-old Emily visits.  // // At
home , two days later, // // she says to her dad // // “Judith is a p
llow which // // will make a temporary
home , until // // the next adventure.  // // (One time, though, the h
On offerings to the gods // //
Homer , there’s something here that puzzles me.  // // Libation pouring
, // // thick felted wool, a monk-like
hood — // // and with (the most important thing) // // those wooden t
// That’s not in the book, to swallow a
hook .  // // He swallowed the hook to recover the net.  // // You’d sc
// He swallowed the string to catch the
hook .  // // That’s not in the book, to swallow a hook.  // // He swal
swallow a hook.  // // He swallowed the
hook to recover the net.  // // You’d scarcely bet he’d swallow a net.
oor.  // // Tables, shelves, cupboards,
hooks , drawers.  // // Places I wouldn’t have put them.  // // Move an
// masonry nails, screw-eyes, picture
hooks // // wallplugs, rivets, self-tapping metal screws, // // rubb
/ // and nuts and bolts and screws and
hooks // // were saved from all sorts of deconstructed // // objects
Société des Apaches // // (or Bunch of
Hooligans ) // // later to enrol, when they come to Paris // // Manue
e ride.  // // I’m ready and waiting, I
hope it’s not late.  // // I’m sure they’ll get it to where I reside—
ing, or // // should I stay put in the
hope of a rescuer?  // // Slowly I realise the pain is subsiding, the
// // Way-hay, blow us away // // No
hope of whistling up a wind // // Give me some wind to blow us away /
// It really is very annoying— // // I
hope we don’t lose any more.  // // Three of our cushions are missing.
Hopper Chōka // // Yellow neon light // // spilling through plate-gl
er.  // // At intervals along the south
horizon // // container ships in stately progress pass // // destine
, low, // // yellow light-beams almost
horizontal ; // // East Hills aglow.  // // Winds moaning round the co
the sixth and seventh periods, short of
horizontal space, // // we must** resort to footnotes just to keep a
ive me some wind to blow us away // //
Horizon’s clear from end to end // // Way-hay, blow us away // // No
he goat // // // I am transfixed as a
horned goat // // charges towards me // // from beyond the pale, und
the crescent moon— // // waxing if the
horns point east // // and waning if west.  // // In the creek tides
one // // a stately ram, great curved
horns // // stands tense, alert and staring.  A few // // feet away,
rollicking verse // // On a galloping
horse — // // But Aix was as far as he went.  // // In Friday Market s
w pane.  // // There was an overcrowded
hospital .  // // There were the children to look after— // // there w
oices human, animal, machine.  // // In
hospital // // Voices from the curtained bed next door: // // someon
the sun, // // bright spot, turn white
hot and burn.  // //
// spot // // turn // // white // //
hot // // and burn.  // // Tanka // // Bend the light just so // //
uff? // // —spinning around one of the
hot yellow bits // // way out here in the remoter backwaters // // o
// // the start, the lobby of a Greek
hotel // // in summer, where we met and all was well; // // the end,
he could without worry // // take the
hottest Currie.  // // Gordon Brown // // replaced his frown // // w
// It’s becoming quite clear that the
hour // // for soft pussy-footing is past.  // // It can’t be a stude
uch sense in what he says.  // // Small
hour // // No voices in the almost-silence that I hear, // // the so
ain.  // // One afternoon for one brief
hour // // the air is warm enough to melt // // the topmost layer. 
But he was dead: // // had died three
hours after his arrival, // // was buried in an unmarked grave.  // /
en’t passed walkers for more than three
hours now.  // // When are they likely to send out a search party?  //
uter edge, contains our own // // tree-
house , a canted deck of ancient planks, // // nailed across two angle
as been ploughed, the edges fenced, the
house // // demolished and rebuilt.  The trees remain.  // //
roducing six of us.  // // L-shaped the
house ; enclosed within its arms // // a walled garden, left untended
e for a while // // to take him to the
house .  // // I always regretted, felt cheated by // // that twenty-m
// // The sitting room of our
house in Peckham, the walls stripped and undecorated, but with marks a
1 // // Of eighteen sixty vintage, the
house is flat // // in face, no sign of the deep bay windows that //
// Later, my mother will describe the
house itself // // as ugly.  No such thought would cross my five- //
/ // piercing the wall, built like the
house // // of weathered Cotswold stone.  // // The box and holly //
rush marks in a darker paint, made by a
house -painter cleaning his brush after painting some woodwork.  Judith
// were scrapped and redesigned.  The
house still stands.) // //
1969.  // // A small Victorian terrace
house // // stuccoed and flat-fronted.  // // No electricity— // //
: // // the large, dilapidated country
house // // that is my mother’s next big venture after // // produci
// // the damp basement of the Peckham
house // // that we bought some forty years ago.  // // One of the le
ot to feel safe // // until inside the
house .) // // The bracken spreads across a gentle slope // // toward
rth another try.  A son.  // // Council
house the other side of Sheffield.  // // Polish husband transforms in
ens, full of trees.  // // In our first
house together // // the bedroom was again first floor front.  // //
nine.  // // In nineteen sixty nine the
house was lit // // by gas, with open fires the only heat.  // // The
f deconstructed // // objects: defunct
household gadgets, // // broken furniture, shelves no longer // // s
Housepaint // // The depths of south London, 1969.  // // A small Vic
floors?  // // I cannot say.  // // The
houses , and their rooms and halls // // and whether it was night or d
ough to eat // // the park and all the
houses down the street.  // // We joined the local protest, but to sma
ed gully.  // // The street between the
houses , the streetlight, // // the sign on the wall, the sign on the
; Sherlock Court; Sherlock Close // //
houses ; yards; curbs // // One to fifty:  Ground floor // // Bedroom
appropriate to some earlier era of the
house’s existence.  We left the room unpainted for the best part of th
t.  And rising left // // the Cape Cod
house’s painted clapboard side.  // // At centre, as if growing from t
ers, song-birds, // // waders, hunters
hovering under the sky.  // // People, people round the world—and I, /
ely in front.  // // The wind is angry,
howling and shrieking.  // // It pushes us harder, // // makes us gro
t, or black and white, // // or autumn
hues , or shades of grey— // // the colours that I saw last night //
ses permeate the air // // with voices
human , animal, machine.  // // An owl, a leaping fish, a fox afar— //
ses permeate the air // // with voices
human , animal, machine.  // // In hospital // // Voices from the curt
ll above, // // and bits of buildings,
human artifacts.  // // Geological time // // is foreshortened.  This
sibilance of night, // // no words, no
human language in my ear, // // no voices in the almost-silence that
dragon, flying low, // // will seek a
human sacrifice, // // far away and long ago.  // // A handsome princ
rtened.  This is now, here, // // real
human time.  // //
harbours // // One to one million two
hundred and fifty thousand:  Low Countries // // Gelderland; Glabbeek
d // // a century ago and // // three
hundred and forty miles // // to the south-west: // // marked by a b
January Nineteen
Hundred and One // // The century turns.  // // Right on cue, Queen V
tions; drained land // // One to three
hundred and sixteen thousand eight hundred:  Scotland // // Dufftown;
/ // One to sixty three thousand three
hundred and sixty:  Truro and Falmouth // // Mevagissey; Mingoose; Mab
ases; playing fields // // One to five
hundred :  Block plan // // Sherlock Road; Sherlock Court; Sherlock Clo
ntain // // hundred-year forest // //
hundred -million-year sea // // ten-thousand-year lake // // thousand
hree hundred and sixteen thousand eight
hundred :  Scotland // // Dufftown; Deeside; Dumfries // // roads; vi
/ // in a tidal Norfolk creek // // a
hundred yards from my door // //
ight // // it pulls the final prop.  A
hundred yards // // of man’s best effort at defence // // drops thir
// // ten-million-year mountain // //
hundred -year forest // // hundred-million-year sea // // ten-thousan
e back.  // // On the cornices // // a
hundred years of whitewash.  // // We wire from scratch, // // plumb,
kespeareline. // // * pronounced ’four
hundred ’ // //
and D is now called up.  // // First to
Hunmanby on the north-east Yorkshire coast // // for the requisite sq
nd of salt-marsh // // where barn-owls
hunt their prey.  But not for long // // —impermanence’s permanence t
s, warblers, song-birds, // // waders,
hunters hovering under the sky.  // // People, people round the world—
other side of Sheffield.  // // Polish
husband transforms into // // Yorkshire male, expecting // // tea on